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Sunday, November 29, 2009

I acknowledge my addiction...

For some it's smoking, drinking, drugs, sex...it comes in many ways.
For me...what gives me that high, that special feeling, the extasy...the sudden smile on my face...
(I could be talking about someone in particular...that also does the trick and is SOOO much better, but let's be more general)

FLIRTING...I Need it! Of course this is the next best thing to actually dating, but that's a whole other story, a much more complicated one that can't be satisfied with a stranger blinking his eye at you!
...But no...it won't do if it's any random person...of course they have to appeal to me...a coke addict doesn't sniff flour...it gives no high!...So what I need is to have someone to flirt with. I may even not want anything more than that with him...but I need it!

Someone to try to impress, someone to make me blush, to make me laugh, to make me giggle inside. I need it and when there is no one around to do it, I get anxious, stressed, my spirit isn't as bubbly, I think to damn much about someone I would like to more than flirt...It basically sucks!
I need some flirting to be 100% sane...so please...for my mental health...where do all you so flirtable guys hang out???

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

the dreamers

How can I explain?

Talking to myself

Will I see again?

We are always running for the thrill of it thrill of it

Always pushing up the hill searching for the thrill of it

On and on and on we are calling out and out again

Never looking down I’m just in awe of what’s in front of me

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Ohh now that's worth waking up at 6 in the morning!
I'm finally going to the gym again...after 4 years!! I squeezed into my schedule, well actually I cut sleeping hours...
Yesterday was my incial evaluation, taking measurements, weight, height, heart condition, flexibility...and I was surprised to hear that I was in great condition...and not so surprised to hear him ask me if I had ever done acrobatic gymnastics...yes...I am flexible, but it's innate...And he hasn't seen nothing yet ;)

Well it was a boost for my ego...and now I have to stick to the plan and wake up at indecent hours that drive me crazy..but hey, I guess it's worth it. If I'm ok now, I want to be great!

Monday, November 09, 2009

Right now I feel great about myself! I just sponsered a child from the Dominican Republic!

I recommend visiting the website...it's really simple, just 22$ per month and you'll be providing:
medical care, dental care, education, clothing and many other things. You will be in contact with the child, they send a handwritten welcome letter from your sponsored child (or a family member if your child is unable to write), a new letter from your child about every six months and an annual photo so you can see your child change and grow and many other updates.

So I'm really excited about this! Please checkout the site, even if just to be more informed and to recommend others to check it out!


Monday, November 02, 2009

I'm not about giving chances. Either you drive me Crazy and I WANT you…or nothing's gonna happen.
If it seams like i'm playing hard to get….then you should know, it's not a game and you're not getting me!