On nights like these...

I just don't know what to do with myself

“People like us, half of them believe things will never work out. The other half believe in magic.” 

 - Melanie Laurent, Beginners

      I need some magic...

You

You can't see me, no
Like I see you
I can't have you, no
Like you have me

Quickly

Wherever you are, I need you to show up and take me of this merry-go-nowhere

The wind

"You wind up in irons...

It's when you're pointing straight at the wind, and you can try and fight it but you are stuck

...even if we weren't going anywhere, it was still sailing"

 "I tried so hard to rearrange your mind. But after a while I realized you were disarranging mine."

- The Rolling Stones

Don't confuse love with lust and drunkenness with judgement.

- The Rum Diary

How is it possible to fall into the same exact rabbit hole, in the same exact spot, repeatedly?

Maybe it's the thrill of the fall...or maybe the hope of finding something different at the end of it.

As always...

Can you feel the tension?

Santa baby

I'll wait up for you dear

Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight

Movie Karen: Why does he love her so much? I mean what is it about her? 

Hank: I don't know. I don't think I've ever known. I think sometimes you get it right the first time and then it defines your life. It becomes who you are.

You're killing me softly

Says it all

I don't mind where you come from 
As long as you come to me
But I don't like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I don't care, no I wouldn't dare 
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I don't mind
I don't care
As long as you're here

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same

Yellow diamonds in the light
And we're standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive

It's the way I’m feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Shine a light through an open door
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind

LANA DEL REY - BLUE JEANS

Blue jeans, White shirt
Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn
It was like James dean, for sure
You so fresh to death & sick as ca-cancer
You were sorta punk rock, I grew up on hip hop
But you fit me better than my favorite sweater, and I know
That love is mean, and love hurts
But I still remember that day we met in december, oh baby!
I will love you till the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that your mine
Baby can you see through the tears
Love you more
Than those bitches before
Say you'll remember, oh baby, say you'll remember

Some guys look at you like they want sex. Jace looks at you like you've already had sex, it was great, and now you're just friends--even though you want more. Drives girls crazy. You know what I mean?

― Cassandra Clare, City of Ashes

What a wicked game you play 

To make me feel this way 

What a wicked thing to do 

To let me dream of you 

I miss the butterflies

This is comfortable, this feels like home, I can lean on you.

Don't let me fall, don't ruin this.

Where we're at is where we should be.

Who ever said the beast couldn't be tamed?

I was right to believe. You're the friend I knew you would be.

 Don't ever change.

Wishlist

I can check my Wesc headphones off my wishlist! 

Birthday present from work! Thank you guys

24

Beastly

My favorite fairy tale and the one that messed up my love expectations, comes to life in modern days.

"You know, that something underneath, it's catnip for sappy tools like me, to be the one to uncover it"

This right here says it all, always waiting to be the one who sees him underneath, gets to him and successfully changes the beast to his best.

"Can you imagine that love? Can you?"

Love and Other Drugs

"Your minds telling you one thing and your body's telling you someting else"

1st Day of Summer

And so it starts!

  "Morde-me com o querer-me que tens nos olhos
  Despe-te em sonho ante o sonhares-me vendo-te,
  Dá-te vária, dá sonhos de ti-própria aos molhos
  Ao teu pensar-me querendo-te...

  Desfolha sonhos teus de dando-te variamente,
  Ó perversa, sobre o êxtase da atenção
  Que tu em sonhos dás-me... E o teu sonho de mim é quente
  No teu olhar absorto ou em abstracção...

  Possue-me-te, seja eu em ti meu spasmo e um rocio
  De voluptuosos eus na tua coroa de rainha...
  Meu amor será o sair de mim do teu ocio                                                                                                    
  E eu nunca serei teu, ó apenas-minha?"                                                                                
                                                                             Fernando Pessoa

Muack Muack

Check out this new online store on Facebook, love their first collection!

They'll be adding new items to the collection progressively.

Muack Muack

Arctic Monkeys New Album - Suck It And See

 Suck it and see

You never know

Sit next to me

Before I go

Jigsaw women with horror movie shoes

Be cruel to me, ’cause i’m a fool for you

I poured my aching heart into a pop song

I couldn’t get the hang of poetry

That’s not a skirt girl, that’s a sawn off shotgun

And I can only hope, you’ve got it aimed at me

Suck it and see

You never know

Sit next to me

Before I go

Jigsaw women with horror movie shoes

Be cruel to me, ’cause i’m a fool for…

Girls from once upon a Shangri-La

How I often wonder where you are

You have got that face that just says “Baby I was made to break your heart”

We're like the wind...

Most times it's bad for you, but sometimes it feels So good. 

Like the cool breeze on a warm summer day

Je T'aime

Je T'aime by Bi

I'm givin' it my all, but I'm not the girl you're takin' home

(Ooh, ooh, ooh)

I keep dancin' on my own

Le Love

From Le Love
Why can’t I stop thinking about you? It was such a mistake. All of it… an all-consuming error in judgment that had me captivated and mesmerized by the situation. A good girl to the core, this was far beyond the everyday workings of such a responsible and trustworthy person like myself. Would it be corny to say, “you had me at hello”? - Because you did. I was drawn to you like a drug and from the first night that we spent together I was hooked. You were the perfect escape and release from the mundane aspects of reality. I would daydream about you and smile when I saw your name flash up on my phone; I would go back to the park where we met hoping to see you. It started out so innocent, the standard steps of a growing romance but then you broke my heart and made me become the other woman and in doing so you forced me to defy all the written rules of sisterhood and common decency. With this new information I tried to stay away from you and to be mature about what had happened and ignore the fact that you had used me, the fact that you had taken advantage of my naivety and my openness. But you were everywhere I looked, everywhere I went and you would reel me back in with empty promises and sweet talkings. You would tell me how beautiful I was and how you thought I was one of the most fascinating people you had ever met and so we went round in pointless and painful circles. You would hurt me and I would let you. You had even somehow let me believe that this was my idea and you were going along for the ride. To this day I still don’t know if you were right. Was it my fault? Could I have done more to prevent this? I shall spend years contemplating this. But because of you, I have grown – you took away my innocence and left me damaged. Things have been over for years, but you still obtain such a large space in my thoughts and I need closure, a concluding end to this chapter in my life that will always make me feel shame. So this is it. This is me saying goodbye to you, and that I will soon be the person I was once again. This is also me saying sorry, sorry that I let you hurt me, it wont happen again. 

Lucy

It's hard to say goodbye, when you don't have to but you really should

Just because it's Friday

James Franco

"So much to do, so little done, such things to be."

                                                 Elizabeth Taylor

True...

Wishlist #2

Realllyyy want one of these!

Franco Day

127 hours

and then 

the Oscars

To be complete...he should take one home today

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

Newest addition to my LBD collection

I Can't move and I want answers without having to make the questions

Why give me hope,

Then give me up,

Just to be the death of me,

Save the rest of me.

'Cause I see you,

But I can't feel you, anymore,

So go away.

I need you,

But I can't need you, anymore,

You hesitate.

They say people always leave...that I don't know, but you, you will always leave. 

For 2011:

Besides all the typical requests, I want lots more of...

L♥VE, LUST & CHUCKING DREAMS

Santa, don't forget what a good girl I was this year!

Have a Merry X-Mas!

And she tried so hard to steer away from the meeting place,
But her heart had led her there.



I'm sorry I met you darling,
I'm sorry I met you.

I shall...

Dolce fare niente, here I go!

Kings of Leon

I got a razor sharp mind
That wants to cut you down
A little place in mind
Maybe I could bed you down
Pony up we got a ways to go
Set me up my friend
I'm running low



Hearing the new album on playback.
The Kings always addict me.

That time of the year...

2 weeks of studying and trying to keep warm

Mark Sloan to Callie: You might need a little sexual palate cleanser

Bailey: Sexual sorbet?? Ahaha I Love it!

Scientifically speaking, intense pleasure does dull the other senses

Chuck Bass

Rihanna - Only Girl (In The World)

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...

Please repeat...as many times necessary

I'll get there someday (I hope)

Chuck and Blair...at last

Blaire: What are you still doing here, Chuck? I threw you out hours ago.

Chuck: I wanted to let you know the treaty is over.

Blair: Fine with me. This pretense of civility… was exhausting.

Chuck: Being amicable isn’t in our blood. I’ve realized we’re not friends. Friends have to like each other. And after what happened tonight, I could never like you —

Blair: I could never like you either.

(Takes one very loud step forward. Cont’d)

In fact, I hate you.

Chuck: I’ve never hated anyone more.

Blair: Every nerve ending in my body is electrified. By hatred.

Chuck: There is a fiery pit of hate burning inside me, ready to explode.

(Steps forward.)

Blair: So, it’s settled then.

Chuck: We’re settled.

Stacy: "Our relationship is like an addiction. It's— like—"
House: "Really good drugs?"
Stacy: "No, it's like— vindaloo curry."
House: "Ok, sure—"
Stacy: "Really, really hot Indian curry they make with red chilli peppers."
House: "I know what it is! Didn't think it was addictive." 
Stacy: "You're abrasive and annoying and come on way too strong, like... vindaloo curry. When you're crazy about curry, that's fine but no matter how much you love curry, you have too much of it, it takes the roof of your mouth off. And then you never want to see curry for a really, really long time but you wake up one day and you think... god I really miss curry. You're a jerk.