I Can't move and I want answers without having to make the questions

Why give me hope,

Then give me up,

Just to be the death of me,

Save the rest of me.

'Cause I see you,

But I can't feel you, anymore,

So go away.

I need you,

But I can't need you, anymore,

You hesitate.

They say people always leave...that I don't know, but you, you will always leave. 

For 2011:

Besides all the typical requests, I want lots more of...

L♥VE, LUST & CHUCKING DREAMS

Santa, don't forget what a good girl I was this year!

Have a Merry X-Mas!

And she tried so hard to steer away from the meeting place,
But her heart had led her there.



I'm sorry I met you darling,
I'm sorry I met you.

I shall...

Dolce fare niente, here I go!

Kings of Leon

I got a razor sharp mind
That wants to cut you down
A little place in mind
Maybe I could bed you down
Pony up we got a ways to go
Set me up my friend
I'm running low



Hearing the new album on playback.
The Kings always addict me.

That time of the year...

2 weeks of studying and trying to keep warm

Mark Sloan to Callie: You might need a little sexual palate cleanser

Bailey: Sexual sorbet?? Ahaha I Love it!

Scientifically speaking, intense pleasure does dull the other senses

Chuck Bass

Rihanna - Only Girl (In The World)

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...

Please repeat...as many times necessary

I'll get there someday (I hope)

Chuck and Blair...at last

Blaire: What are you still doing here, Chuck? I threw you out hours ago.

Chuck: I wanted to let you know the treaty is over.

Blair: Fine with me. This pretense of civility… was exhausting.

Chuck: Being amicable isn’t in our blood. I’ve realized we’re not friends. Friends have to like each other. And after what happened tonight, I could never like you —

Blair: I could never like you either.

(Takes one very loud step forward. Cont’d)

In fact, I hate you.

Chuck: I’ve never hated anyone more.

Blair: Every nerve ending in my body is electrified. By hatred.

Chuck: There is a fiery pit of hate burning inside me, ready to explode.

(Steps forward.)

Blair: So, it’s settled then.

Chuck: We’re settled.

Stacy: "Our relationship is like an addiction. It's— like—"
House: "Really good drugs?"
Stacy: "No, it's like— vindaloo curry."
House: "Ok, sure—"
Stacy: "Really, really hot Indian curry they make with red chilli peppers."
House: "I know what it is! Didn't think it was addictive." 
Stacy: "You're abrasive and annoying and come on way too strong, like... vindaloo curry. When you're crazy about curry, that's fine but no matter how much you love curry, you have too much of it, it takes the roof of your mouth off. And then you never want to see curry for a really, really long time but you wake up one day and you think... god I really miss curry. You're a jerk. 

"What I am to you is not what you mean to me"

                                                                                  Damien Rice - Volcano

Did you seriously ask that? Girl...another stupid ass question like that and I'll SERIOUSLY lose my Zen.

I can't deal with stupid, this just won't do.

Buddha, God, Zeus...give me the patience! 

"No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes. It’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends- they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything- they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them- actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about."

Marilyn Monroe

Yeah...thanks for the heads-up... -.-'

"Happiness isn't good enough for me! I demand Euphoria!!"

                                                                          -Calvin

True Blood

"It ain't possible to live unless you crossin' somebody's line"

On vacation mode

I never change, I simply become more myself.

– Joyce Carol Oates

Happy 23 to me!

22 Started off with a cocktail birthday cake...and so far so good! 

Let's see how it ends, 5 more days of this 22nd year!

Ab-so-fucking-lutely ecstatic! New chapter in my life!

Masters degree...here I go!

I can't truthfully say I miss you, because the one I miss has been so long gone I can hardly remember

You took his place without warning, he left with no goodbyes

Now there you are, the cold hearted one that will never make me feel the way he did but will never let me forget he once existed...

but if you could come back, you would make my day

In NUMB mode waiting for answers

Now, every time you try to put me down, I see how wrong you are and just love myself even more. With you it's just never enough and it probably never will be. Good luck with that...I'll be here loving myself!

They say you must walk the desert to fully appreciate an Oasis.

...Well I've been walking...how much longer??

After tonight, there'll be no coming home soon 
No tears of regret, no smell of her perfume 
No more dancing feet, to the beats that go boom 
While I watch the sunrise all alone in my room 

Tonight there'll be no pouring rain 
No eyes wide shut to your never ending game 
After tonight there'll be no me and you 
No distant memories past for me to hold on to 

See everybody's working to hold on to what they know 
So I guess I kept belive in my tonight will never go 
Some spend a lifetime searchin trying to figure out 
When hell stops and heaven begins 

How soon is now?

Must see movie: 500 Days of Summer

Makes you laugh, makes you cry, it's not your typical love story and it has a great soundtrack!

"This is not a love story. This is a story about love."

SUMMER...welcome back! 

I truly did miss you

Quit acting so friendly.

Don't nod don't laugh all nicely.

Don't think you'll up-end me.

Don't sigh, don't sip your iced-tea.

And don't say, 'It's been a while...'

And don't flash that stupid smile.

Don't ask me, Don't ask me, Don't ask me, ask me, ask me how I've been.

Just because he's my latest obsession

How am I feeling? Well unless you can scoop me up and replace the pillows, this is how I'll be feeling for the next few days...

days?? rather optimistic...just go with it!

Blurring all your words

Until they don't exist

And in a parallel universe

It's me you can't resist

 

And although

You're the only home I'll ever know

As if by Magic

Thoughts of you are gone

I always keep my promises... except the ones I make to myself

Down with the scissors, up with the hair!

...ohh don't you just wanna put your fingers through that??? Love it!

There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me

Someone...someone who SEES me

and if I left without warning...would it make a difference?

...and I'll be here waiting

I feel I have to withhold my sweetness from you

Because you might crumble it up and toss it away

And since it's a part of me I actually like, I guard it safe

Rihanna - Rude Boy

Come here rude boy boy...

I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains

Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (And pins)
I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (Deep in)
I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains
Poison

    Be all you can be...just never lose yourself