I haven't written because, contrary to my own advice and knowledge, I don't walk away, I'm stuck...on the same merry-go-round....around and around...same old, same old.
I still keep falling in the same rabbit hole, still keep doing the same mistakes.
I don't open doors, I keep them well closed. I sometimes open tiny windows where I peek through and then just run back in.
Problem is every time I take a peek, there's nothing moving or exciting calling for me, so I stay, stuck, waiting.
Waiting for them, those god forsaken butterflies that will one day take me in there wings and fly me out of here. To a new and exciting adventure.
Until then, odds are I won't budge.
